Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Boarder Control

the following blog never made it to publication until tonight. enjoy.

The following events happened on January 29, 2008

so last night my friends and i decided it was extremely urgent for us to take a trip to mexico. starting feb. 1, you will need a passport to cross the mexican border line from san diego.

for all you beautiful east coast kids until recently all one needed to cross the boarder was a photo id, i.e. drivers license.

pre-mexico banter:

"be careful kelly there is a drug war happening in mexico. they are slaugtering people by the group full right in the middle of the streets."
"only cary small bills."
"never use your atm because you wont get it back."
"don't make eyecontact and you will be fine."
"hide an extra five dollars in your sock."

why are we going to mexico again? oh yeah because we can.

so after a 24 hour build of the dos and donts of "TJ" we headed off on our mini road trip.

oh i forgot one "noone actually drives across the boarder K."
after pre gaming in the car we began stumbling towards the mexican boarder.
crossing the boarder to mexico took all of 5 mins and noone even once asked us for id. once in mexico we took a cab over to our beloved destination.

the music was bumping when we arrived. we were naturally stoked because part of us speculated that "TJ" would be dead. It was tuesday after all.

we climbed the stairs only to find the only bodies in the bar were the people who worked there.

okay, who needs a drink?

3 shots and one JD later i found myself bumping and grinding to 80s music (that we requested of course) with my beautiful friends.

After dancing our hearts out to depeche mode we built up an appetite. the only thing that would sedate our growing hunger would be some TJ tacos of course.

After a long drunken walk down revolution st. pass sex workers, drunks, and all the other beautiful night owls we found the supposedly best late night tacqueria in tj. one beer and a cheese and avocado quesadilla later i found myself stumble back to the american border.

Once we made it to the border we were kindly (and by kindly i mean rudely) greeted by homeland security. After a mild interrogation and pamphlet they let us all cross back to the US side.

The pamphlet was a kind remainder that after feb. 1st drunken nights like this one will be a little harder.

Anyway, thank you beautiful friends for a drunken beautiful time.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

on an intimate level

today i tried to connect to you on an intimate level and you left me feeling void.

i mean the sex was good, but that part about not wanting to cum because you are practicing tantric rituals was a little bit far fetch. you might has well told me you had to wash your hair.

in fact my deepest connection today was a fleeting one with a man who's eyes were so deep i felt myself drowning, loosing my breath, and not wanting to be save by anyone. And all he did was shake my hand.

i mean you had my dick in your mouth.

so what are the cosmos trying to teach me tonight? this night of a bright and full moon that has thrust my libido into overdrive and has me fucking myself with various sex toys. i'm not to sure...

i have tons of people who love me and who made large attempts to connect with me tonight. Thank you.

But in my lust, i mean sheer horniness i was searching for more tonight. Only forgetting that i had cam 1000 times today with one hand shake.

how fast i reload.


Monday, January 14, 2008

Organization Is Key

2008 marks the year of transition.

we will all be affected by this movement of universal qi.
as i ride the wave of cosmic momentum, i'm trying to stay balance upon my board of life. my metaphor may be a little trite, but this is my blog so deal :)

no but for real, you feel that right.

i dont know if it was my last reiki attunement or something but i've been feeling crazy vibrational forces. as i manifest more art, more love, greater knowledge, and greater financial stability in the new year i need to find ways to keep myself organized and balanced.

i'm a lovemonster so i naturally want to wear as many hats as a can, but that ambition may come with the result of straining myself. that's not cool.

so, i'm allowing myself to take time for me. allowing myself to be selfish and relax and enjoy the beautiful southern californian sun. allowing myself to buy something pretty for its temperal affects of making me happy now.

on a side note,
i feel extremely blessed today.
i've had wonderful conversations with lovemonsters across the country.
and experienced love that was so fulfilling that it made today make complete sense.

thank you

for making today so beautiful and bright